blahhh.

Soo he’s not exactly hott
butt he’s cute and he’s funny.
Andd maybe he’s not the best
athlete but he tries and he’s everything
I want as of right now

i believe in love, in arguing,
in jamming out by yourself in the car.
i believe in smiling until your
cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry.
i believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful,
in dancing in the rain, and miracles.
&& i believe in second chances,
even if you've completley messed up.

All I want is you.
I want someone to kiss away my
tears and wrap his arms around
me when my day is all wrong
someone to actually love me.

we're not sarcastic ; we're hilarious.
we're not annoying ; we're just cooler than you.
we're not bitches ; we just don't liek you.
we aren't conceited ; we speak the truth.
and we're not obsessed ; we're best friends.

Dear boy,
I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you.
Even though this is the best i can be. I'm
sorry I have problems. I'm not perfect, please
don't me. I'm sorry I gave you my love.
I guess you didn't want it. I'm sorry you tore
out my heart and ripped it to peices. I'm sorry
you broke my heart.. The sharp pieces must
have cut you somehow. I'm sorry I cared about
you so much, when you forgot all about me..
I guess you were too busy caring about
someone else. I'm sorry for putting you
through everything, and it came out to
nothing. I'm sorry for crying my eyes out
when you were too busy hating me. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry that you had to meet me and suffer
through my un-wanted love. I'm really very sorry.

Find the one you can be
yourself in front of.
You can say anything.
You can laugh, you can smile,
you can cry, you can scream.
You can kiss, you can hug.
you can fight and make up
at the end of the night.
And he's still be crazy about you .

She began to cry,
just crying.
The deep and ugly kind,
the kind you lose yourself in,
thanking God
no one has to see
how rubbed and blotched
your face becomes
though some detached part
of you also wishes
there were someone
to see you now,
to see
and understand
how sad
you are at heart.
They don't see it
and of course
you would never
show them.

   Sometimes, you just need to be alone.
Sometimes, not even your best friend needs to know.
Sometimes, you need to put up the walls
so you can examine yourself in the peace and quiet.
Sometimes the loud sounds need to fade
away, leaving only the silence ... and you.

It`s hard to feel good when you know that your
life is passing by you at speeds you can't take in. Life
is too short to care about the little things. Stop caring
about what other people think, & follow your heart.

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me.

 want someone to fall in love with the way I laugh
and fall in love with my smile I want someone to listen
to the ramblings of my inner child, someone who
touches my face and brushes the hair from my eyes
I want someone who loves me or at least holds me like they do
but I only want that if its you.

Daddy's Day

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a
bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.
But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.
But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.
But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter
home. But the little went to school,
eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees,
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called,
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.

Each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.
And from somewhere near the back,
she heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another beat dad, too busy to waste his day."
The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.
"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories,
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him,
I'm not standing here alone.

'Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love
of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far.

You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.
Who knows what they saw before them,
who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.
No one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.
And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
by the love of her shining bright star.
And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far.

yeah. so I starve myself.
I think I'm ugly and I feel
like nobody wants me
just because of it. and
yeah, sometimes I do make
myself throw up because
I feel guilty for eating and I
believe I'm going to become
a fat that nobody likes
and I'll be alone forever.
so tell me, what's the problem
with that? you know I'm right.

the greatest feeling in the world
is to be around someone who
wants to hold you, wants to kiss
your forehead, wants to be around
you, wants to call you at night,
wants to see you smile. but i think
whats better than that, is finding
someone  that does it all, because
he wants to see you happy.

i`m of nothing special; of this i`m
sure. i`m a common girl with
common thoughts, & i`ve led a
common life. there are no
 monuments dedicated to me &
my name will soon be forgotten,
but I've loved another with all
my heart & soul, & to me, this
has always been enough.
- The Notebook

it's a car crash of two hearts.
&&baby, i`m calling shotgun.

For a kiss to be really good,
you want it to mean something.
You want it to be with someone
you can't get out of your head,
so that when your lips finally
touch you feel it everywhere.
A kiss so hot and so deep you
 never want to come up for air.
You can't cheat your first kiss.
Trust me, you don't want to.
cause when you find that right
person for a first kiss, it's everything."
 - Grey's Anatomy

 

and everyday that we're
together is the greatest
day of my life. -the notebook

i see him every day. he’s no taller than he used to be,
he looked different, even though i see him everyday.
he’s still cute like he used to be. but, he wasn’t the same.
he didn’t talked to me in that loving voice like he used to.
he wasn’t the same boy who i used to be best friends with.
and deffinatly not the same boy who gave me those kisses
he didn’t look at me the same way. those bright blue eyes, 
and i mean bright, looked clear through me.
i wonder if he still remembers me.

I believe in love, in arguing,
in jamming out by yourself in your car.
I believe in long kisses, smiling until your
cheeks hurt && laughing until you cry.
I believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful,
dancing in the rain. I believe in miracles.
I believe in second chances, even if you've messed up.

Your perfect little dropped a grade on her report card.
Your perfect little yelled at you last night.
Your perfect little talked back to you again.
Your perfect little painted her nails black.
Your perfect little lied to you all her life.
Your perfect little cries herself to sleep.
Your perfect little slits her wrists ‘till she bleeds.
Your perfect little dated before sixteen.
Your perfect little doesn’t go to church.
Your perfect little s you.
Your perfect little has given up on life.
Your perfect little had a tantrum today.
Your perfect little wants to run away.
Your perfect little hasn’t let you dry her tears.
Your perfect little disobeys you.
Your perfect little s the world.
Your perfect little is d by the world.
Your perfect little says bad things about you.
Your perfect little is very unhappy.
Your perfect little tried to .
Your perfect little has become a disgrace.
Whats your perfect little now?

When they ask me what I like most
about my life, I'll say you.

my theory is that,
if i keep my distance
you'll start missing me
[ too bad that didnt work =( ]

fgads

i dON`T THiNK i`LL EVER lOOK AT ANOTHER
SUNSET WiTHOUT THiNKiNG OF YOU.
i`LL LOVE YOU MY WHOlE liFE.

& ONLY THE THOUGHT OF SEEiNG YOU
COUlD MAkE ME jUMP OUT OF BED AT
5:30 SO i CAN GET READY TO GO TO SCHOOl.

TRUE lOVE NEVER FADES
iT`S jUST BlURRED bY
OTHER EMOTiONS.

HE SAiD HE WOUlD STAY ON THE PHONE
UNTil i STOPPED TALKiNG & FEll ASlEEP.
WHEN i WOKE UP, i HEARD HiM SAY,
"GOOD MORNiNG, DiD YOU kNOW THAT
YOU HAVE DEEP CONVERSATiONS iN
YOUR SlEEP? & iN CASE YOU diDNT kNOW
.. i lOVE YOU TOO" x33

YOU lAUGH AT MY DUMBEST MOMENTS
& PUT UP WiTH MY MOODiEST DAYS,
GO AlONG WiTH MY CRAZiEST idEAS ..
& STiLL MANAGE TO SEE THE BEST iN ME.

i`M NOT PERFECT. i`LL ANNOY YOU,
PiSS YOU OFF, AND SAY STUPiD
THiNGS. bUT PUT THAT ASiDEE
AND YOU`ll SEE THAT YOU WilL
NEVER FiND A GiRL WHO CARES
fOR YOU MORE THAN i dO.

& SHE`S SCARED .. bECAUSE SHE`S STARTiNG TO REAliZE
THAT HE MEANS A liTTlE MORE TO HER THAN SHE THOUGHT.

ONEGlANCE.ONESMilE.ONEWORD
[ THAT`S All iT TOOK ]

i WANT A GUY THAT i CAN GO UP TO
WiTH MASCARA RUNNiNG dOWN MY CHEEKS
AND THE FiRST THiNG HE SAYS iS
"WHO`S ASS AM i KiCKiNG?"

YOUR VOiCE WAS THE SOUNDTRACK OF MY
SUMMER, dO YOU kNOW YOU`RE UNLikE
ANY OTHER? YOUR EYES ARE THE BRiGHTEST
OF All THE COLORS. i DONT EVER WANT
TO lOVE ANOTHER.

i DON`T THiNK YOU`RE LEAViNG.
i THiNK YOU`RE RUNNiNG.
&& WHAT i CANT FiGURE OUT iS..
ARE YOU RUNNiNG TOWARDS SOMETHiNG YOU WANT?
OR ARE YOU RUNNiNG AWAY FROM SOMETHiNG

tHAT YOU`RE AFRAiD TO WANT.?

i NEVER THOUGHT i WOUlD RiSK THE
CHANCE OF GETTiNG HURT AGAiN
BUT FOR SOME REASON...
WHEN iM WiTH YOU, iT SEEMS WORTH iT.

YOU`RE HER ENTiRE WORLD; kiD `/

&& HE`S THE FiRST kiDD
THAT HAS EVER MADE ME
[ THiS ] CONFUSED ABOUT
XOx .. ANYTHiNG.

UNTiL i MET YOU, i NEVER kNEW iT
WAS POSSiBLE TO SMiLEE FOR
ABSOLUTELY NO REASON.

THERE iS A DiFFERENCE iN WHAT
WE LONG FOR, WHAT WE SETTLE FOR,
AND WHO WE ARE MEANT FOR.

& SHE SlAMMED THE DOOR
AND ClOSED THE WiNDOWS
AND bLASTED THE MUSiC ..
SO NOBODY COUlD HEAR HER
CRY HERSElY TO SlEEP. =/

BROKEN, BRUiSED, FORGOTTEN, & SORE
jUST TO FUCKED UP TO CARE ANYMORE.

ANOTHER POEM. ANOTHER LiNE.
[ a n o t h e r  g i r l ]
PRETENDiNG SHE`S FiNE.

SHE WiLL CHASE YOU AROUND fOR AWHilE.
bUT THERE`S GOiNG TO bE A DAY WHEN
SHE`S GOiNG TO STOP RUNNiNG iN CiRClES
AROUND YOU .. SHE`S GOiNG TO GET OVER
YOU & AT THAT VERY MOMENT .. YOU`RE
GOiNG TO WiSH YOU HAD lET HER CATCH YOU.

WHEN i liSTEN TO MY iPOD,
i TURN iT UP REAllY lOUD
& All OF MY THOUGHTS GO
AWAY fOR A liTTlE WHiLEE.

& SO TONiGHT i PUT iN THE SAD SONGS,
PlUG iN THE HEADPHONES, & CRANK UP
THE VOlUME, jUST SO i CAN DRAiN THE
NiGHT AWAY.

BOYS FRUSTERATE ME. i HATE All THEiR
iNDiRECT MESSAGES. i HATE THE
GAME PlAYiNG. EiTHER YOU liKE ME
OR YOU dON`T. jUST TELL ME SO i..
CAN .. FiNAllY .. GET .. OVER .. YOU.

iM NOT THE kiND OF GiRL WHO RUNS UP
TO YOU WHEN YOU WALk iNTO A ROOM,
OR THE KiND THAT TAlkS TO YOU EVERY
CHANCE i GET. bUT i AM THE kiND OF
GiRL WHO HOlDS iT All iNSiDE AND THEN
REGRETS iT ALL lATER.

& i WANT TO BE THERE fOR YOU
i DO, bUT i CAN`T DO THiS ANYMORE.
i CAN`T kEEP bEiNG YOUR SECOND CHOiCE.
NOT WHEN YOU`RE MY FiRST

SHE`S COVERED HER WATER-dROWNED EYES
WiTH HER PAPARAZZi SUNGlASSES.
SHE`S HEARTBROKEN fROM All HiS LiES
bUT DOESN`T lET HER EMOTiONS SHOW
BECAUSE SHE`S TOO GlAMOUROUS
SHE`D NEVER lET lOVE TAKE HER THAT lOW.

i ONlY HAVE TWO WORDS fOR YOU. - i`M DONE.
AFTER EVERYTHiNG i`VE DONE FOR YOU ; EVERY CHANCE
THAT i GAVE YOU AND YET YOU STill BREAK MY HEART.
bUT iT`S OVER NOW. FiNAllY i`VE REAliZED THAT i DON`T
dESERVE THiS AND HONESTlY, YOU dONT DESERVE ME.
YEAH, i STill LOVE YOU & i PROBABlY Will FOR A lONG TiME.
bUT i CAN`T STAY HERE ANYMORE. iT HURTS TOO MUCH.
i GUESS THiS iS MOViNG ON.

THAT GiRL. SHE HAS TEARS iN HER SMiLE.

SOMETiMES, ME THiNK, WHAT iS A bEST FRiEND?
AND THEN ME SAY, bEST FRiEND iS SOMEONE
TO SHARE THE lAST COOkiE WiTH.
- COOkiE MONSTER

BEEN [THERE] && [ROCKKED] THAT
jUST [CRANK] UP THE [VOlUME] &
WE CAN [SiNG] liKE [SUPERSTARS]
&& [DANCE] liKE WE`RE [FAMOUS]
WiTH [RiPPED] jEANS, [POPPED]
COLLARS, & [HUGE] SUNGLASSES.
THATS.HOW.WE.ROLL

lET`S MARRY RiCH MEN
LiVE NEXT DOOR TO
EACH OTHER [&&]
GO SHOPPiNG EVERYDAY
[&&] HAVE LATTES iN
EXPENSiiVE CAFES ..
lETS bE bEST FRiENDS
[[ FOREVERR ]]

WE`VE SKiPPED MORE CLASSES THAN WE`VE ATTENDED,
DONE MORE DRUGS THAN WE SHOULD HAVE,
& STOLEN MORE THiNGS THEN YOU CAN iMAGiNE.
BUT YOU`RE MY PARTNER iN CRiME.
THAT`S WHAT bEST FRiENDS ARE FOR.

<3WE`RE NOT MEAN ; jUST HONEST.
iF YOU THiNK WE DON`T liKE YOU..
CHANCES ARE WE DON`T.
WHEN WE lAUGH, WE lAUGH HARD.
& WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT US,
WE SAY, "BiTCH SAY iT LOUDER."

Was it untrue what we promised each other?

Maybe she sees forgiveness in the sunrise,
& maybe she sees hope in the moonlight,
& maybe she sees love in other boy's beds,
because everyone knows no one
has ever stayed by her side </3

Death is the hardest part of life.
Not for those who have passed,
but for those who are left behind.
They are forced to grasp the concept of
leaving this earth to another atmosphere that
we call heaven, but they call home.

her + how was your day?
him + i was sad today.
her + awww why were you sad?
him + because you didn't talk to me at all today and i thought you were mad at me. and i never want that

come here
please hold my hand for now
help me
i'm scared
please show me how to fight this

in time, things rearrange
i am so sick of chasing you

him -- i'll call you in a little bit, okay?
her -- aw. okay.
him -- heyy. i love you. remember that. i always will. <3

he still calls her "baby"
not just because she loves hearing him say it
but also because he can't see himself
honestly calling anyone other than her his baby

is it too much to ask for the things to work out this time? i'm only asking for what is mine. i wanted everything - i got it and now i'm gonna throw it away.

but dreams
theyre overrated
says the girl
who gave up yesterday

dear diary,
remind me to never judge how
well i know a person, cus the 1
person I thought I knew best,
-i don't even know anymore-

She would cry herself to sleep. and nobody would know. She would watch all the pathetic people callling themselves upset, telling the world their problems. And she would be disgusted. For they had no clue how horrible things could be. She believed keeping things to yourself was the only cure for problems. These fools only wanted attention. People idolized her for her happiness. They asked how she did it, how life was so perfact for her. She would never answer. She would turn around and whisper, its harder than they think...

I think what I need,
More than anything else in the world.
Is to be told.
Just once.
That a friend doesn't know,
What to do without me.

I won't talk, I won't breathe, I
won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me. You
might think, I don't look but
deep inside in the corner of my
mind. I'm attached to you.

i like when goodbyes
are only temporary

are we going to be friends forever?" asked piglet.
"even longer" said pooh
-* Winnie the Pooh

i bet you never imagined that one day,
you`d look around & i just wouldn`t be there
if ever there is a tomorrow when we`re not together,
there`s something you must always remember
you`re bravier than you believe,
stronger than you seem & smarter than you think
but the most important thing is that
even if we`re apart .. i`ll always be with you

i've cried and begged and cursed and prayed
but nothing's worked, nothing's changed

good morning, dearly beloved
we are gathered here today
to watch two people we know make a big mistake
they'll stand up at the alter
and solemnly swear "i do"
they'll be together forever
'til they find somebody new

now only heaven knows
how i really feel inside
i try my best not to let it show
but late at night, in my room
i think of you and start to cry
my love is gone
my heart is in pain
my ears won`t hear
my voice slowed down
I need him to come back . . .

Maybe its you
 maybe its me
I can`t hold on long.
I need you . .
- - » here with me<3

My head is resting on your chest
and all I can hear is your heart beating
your eyes are shut and mine won't close
I can't sleep knowing I'd miss you

remember when we first met?
we laughed and smiled together.
it was a perfect moment
and we didnt even know each other..

shes standing on the line
between giving up
and seeing how much more
she can take

You stand by me & you believe in me like nobody
ever has. When my world goes crazy, you're right there
to save me. You make me see how much I really have...

Young Noah: Get in the water.
Young Allie: No! I'm scared.
Young Noah: [yelling] Get in the water, woman! Get in the water!
Young Allie: [looks at him, puzzled]
Young Noah: [calmly] No I'm sorry baby, please just get in.
Young Allie: [hesitates]
Young Noah: [once his friends start yelling again] GET IN THE WATER!

Young Noah: My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah

Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.

my theory is that if i kept my distance maybe
you would see what you were missing

It's weird how you say that you
hate the boy who broke your heart
but when he runs back to you, your
arms are w i d e o p e n..

there are 3 things in life that should never be broken;
p r o m i s e s ; f r i e n d s h i p s ; && h e a r t s.

there is ['. a l w a y s .'] gonna be that
-x- o.n.e p e r s o n -x- you wish you
could be with 'even after [[ knowing ]]
that person xX doesn`t Xx want to be
[' -x- [[ xX w i t h y o u Xx ]] -x- .]

happiness is the secret to all
beauty... there is no beauty that
is attractive without happiness .
-- CHRISTIAN DIOR *

you said you would always be there for me *
but i guess we had different definitions of always.

when you have a smile on your
face & a twinkle in your eye
only your true best friends know
your about to break down and cry

0NE 0F THE T0UGHEST PARTS
0F LiFE iS DECiDiNG WHEN T0
GiVE UP 0R TRY HARDER ..*`

it hurts the most when you never gave up on him && still haven't stopped thinking of him && never stopped loving him, no matter what. but he gave up on you, stopping thinking about you and now he loves someone new

to every girl who gossiped about me in corners of parties, to those who were my slap in the face, to the close minded or misunderstanding, to those boys that broke my heart, and to those friends who turned out to be back stabbers. you all challenged me to become the person i wanted to be. i am stronger because of all the stupid things you put me through. no matter how much you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me. so, thanks

at some point you learn to accept the fact
that the people you wish wouldn't change,
do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
if you let them, pictures never replace being
there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
so crazy people think your high && live for
the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry
about change *

Don't let anyone ever promise you that
they will never hurt you because at one
time or another, it will happen. The real
promise is if the time you spend together
will be worth all the pain in the end.

We used to be able to talk about everything, but now it's impossible to even start a decent conversation with you. You can't deny it, things have changed. We've grown apart, and you have to face the fact that I will no longer be there every single time you need me, just like you're not there every single time I need you. The truth is what it is, and that is I do not have anymore respect for you as an individual now. You are just another face in the crowd..

I know I won't sleep tonight. I know I will just lay there motionless listening to my ipod leting the songs playing so loudly in my ear speak the words I could never say. But if you like come and join me. Lay by my side as tears stream down my face. People say i'm a beautiful girl but what they don't know is that inside I am worn and torn my heart aches. I can't keep you out of my head but I don't want you to be there anymore. I can't take this "us" anymore but I can't stand the me and you either. What am I supposed to do tell you exactly how I feel and then break your heart? I don't think so. So, tonight I will let those songs spill my heart out for me.

tonight im wearing my best smile
and hope to make me worth your
while, ill be the best mistake you'll
ever make. from the lack of sleep and the bloodshot eyes to the
nervous kiss and the butterflies,

Look between the lines,
 read between the words
because the most important
things are left unsaid & unheard.

nothings certain in life,
i've learned that now.
people you love and care about
won't always be around,
and those who are next to
you through thick and thin
suddenly disappear

i'm the girl, the one who always loses.
The one with the fake smile
& the girl who seems to be
so strong but continues to break.
The one who holds back tears until
she's off the phone.
That girl that is in love
with a guy who doesn't care.

Dear Lord,
Hear my plea
I know I am not worthy
I love you
You are first in my heart
But I am in pain
This world is just too much
I am trying to be ok
But no one helps
I am coming to you
Dear Lord
Please accept me
As no one else has

I wanted to run away today, run away to nowhere. With no one. I wanted to be so small, so utterly forgettable. Just hide and fade into nothing. i wanted to become nothing. Be nothing. I wanted to , just walk away,walk endlessly by myself to anywhere. Somewhere. No where. Forever. I wanted to hide, in a dark shell, a dark broken shell, a two way mirrored shell. Alone.Quiet. I wanted to scream. And be alone. But i stop. And i stayed. i didnt run, i didnt hide, i didnt break. I stayed here, because i wanted to see you. because i didnt want to give up. Because its not over yet. because its not okay yet. and everything is okay in the end. Its not the end yet. Its not. I am staying here. I will not run away.

i'm looking through you..where did you go?
i thought knew you..what did I know?
you don't look different, but you've changed
i'm looking through you..you're not the same.
your lips are moving..but I cannot hear.
your voice is soothing but the words aren't clear.
you don't sound different..i've learned the game
i'm looking through you..you're not the same.
why..tell me why did you not treat me right?
love has a nasty habit of disappearing over night.

Forever isn't long enough to get over
giving so much up to someone
who just threw it all away.

Sometimes we take for granted the people in our lives that mean so much & when we finally realize that, it can be too late. Take advantage of every minute you have, hold onto & cherish every second. Have no regrets & never forget those that made you who you are.

You're fooling everyone.
Everyone but me. I know you.

People are always talking about how hard
it is to find a good man , but nowadays it's hard
to even find a good person. It's so hard to just
even find a person to talk to, someone who will
just listen and not judge, someone
who will just take you as you are

I think everyone has a certain part of their life where
they truly wish they could freeze time. Whether it
was three years ago, today, or still to come, whether it
was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer.
Everyone has a time in their life where they wish
everything would just stop. The world would stop turning
and people would stop changing. Because to them,
at that time, everything was perfect.

Another glass of whiskey
But it still don't kill the pain
I don't wanna spend my life jaded
Waitin to wake up one day & find
That I let all these years go by wasted

How can you ask for me to stay,
when all you ever do is go?

You know that feeling when everything seems so perfect one moment & so fucked up another? You know that feeling when you think everything's going to be alright because just maybe fate will be on your side, but instead it just screws up the very next? I gave up my entire life, just hoping you'd realize how much I love you, but I guess perfect moments don't last very long & nothing's going to be alright because fate will never be on my fucking side.

I didn't like how he never opened up to me, how he was so quiet. How his problems were always solved by a jog. How he always ran away from everything that meant something to him. But, I mean I guess I have to respect that; respect it all, yeah that's what I have to do. I mean that's part of his personality, part of him. That's who he is & I can't change him. I know that now, I know he's not someone I can define. He's not someone I can alter or make mine. He's someone who was born unique & beautiful. He's a part of this world & just cause he ran away from me, from us. It dosen't mean that everything's over. It just dosen't, I mean I know underneath it all he still cares. I know by how he acts that this isn't goodbye forever, I know there's more. So I'll let him run, why? Cause I love him, cause he's someone that I can respect. He's someone that holds my heart, that's why.

I hate to admit it
but i honestly don't think I'll find
anyone quite like you. I can be anything
with you. Dirty, sweet, innocent, funny,
smart. & you let me. No one else does that.I quit. I'm over you. I fell so hard. I was always
there when you needed to talk to someone. Yeah,
basically I'm tired of being just a friend or chasing you.
If you want me, I'm here. but I'm done wasting all
my time on someone who doesn't care.

My heart belongs to good times & positive people, not some boy that'll probably break it anyway. I don't need to meet anymore selfish, fake, or ignorant people or anybody constantly trying to fall in love.

You know life is worth the struggle,
when you look back at what you lost
and realize that what you have now,
is so much better.

One day you'll cry for me like I cried for you

Lets just take our time;
there's nothing else for us to do.
What better way to spend the night
than wasting it with you?

She's completely
Unexplainable
You think she's
One good girl
But when you
Get to know her
She's everything
She's crazy
She's funny
She's honest
& You'll never
Know what she
Will do next

nothing compares to the
stomache aches you
get from laughing too hard
with your best friends.

we're not perfect. we laugh
way too hard, we are way too
loud and we make complete
fools of ourselves but doing
it together is what makes us
b e s t f r i e n d s . < 3

my day ;
cold shower; no hairspray;
walking to school; yawning all day.
my reason ;
those random kisses from you
in the hall way

out of our minds, crazy
ass times. not only my best
friend, but my partner in crime

it doesn't matter how long you've known him,
but if he's had you smiling since you met him..
you can't let him go.

Don't count on Forever.
Apparently it got married,
had kids and died happy.

now you decide to push me away?
don`t bother..i`ll walk..
you just lost me forever

Her mirror's [ c r a c k e d ]
Her make-up's [ s m e a r e d ]
All her hope is [ t r a s h e d ]
So with one last [ b r e a t h ]
She uttered the words,
'I knew we'd never last'

I tried to read between the lines ;; I tried to look in your eyes.
I want a simple explanation for what I'm feeling inside.

"You spend all your time preaching about
waiting for love. Well here it is. Right in front
of you, and you're going to turn your back
on it. So I guess we're just fucked. I'll move
on. But you are going to have to live the rest
of your life knowing that you've turned your
back on love. And that makes you a hypocrite.
Have a nice life."

You're the closest thing to perfection,
and that's why I don't want you.

It sounds dumb and obnoxious,
But it was just one of those dumb things
That best friends find to be so funny.

& I`m the type of girl who would
Wear his sweatshirt just because
It smelled like him

Doesn`t it feel so awkward
seeing him in the hallway &
pretending you don`t see him?

We picked up things from each other.
Random phrases & stupid habits.
You have to admit that we've changed each other.

When you've laughed
as much as you breathed
You've realized
how much life is beautiful

&& She smashed her rear view mirror

Cause today, she wasn't looking back.

So tell me the color of the sky up above.
Paint me a picture of the things that
make you smile. Show me your fears
and what you're dreaming of..

Music speaks what cannot be expressed,
soothes the mind and gives it rest,
heals the heart and makes it whole,
flows from heaven to the soul.

Live life to the fullest.
Shout loud,
Scream what you mean.
Apologize when you should,
Forgive quickly
& love deeply.
Live every minute you possibly can;
there's plenty of time to be dead.

I realize now that it's over.
That there's no point.
That there's no chance.
I know all this and yet, I still have hope that you'll come back to me. It's that hope that is slowly killing me <|3

day and night i long for you
to be here by my side
until then i will wait for you
to come aboard this emotional ride
the same ride that i am on
because you are not mine and then you`d finally realize
that you and me would look so fine
or would you stay off to the side leaving me alone to cry
all the tears that i keep makes me feel like i could die

Don't tell me you love me, I've fallen for that one too many times.

Let them talk about us. They just wish they were this cool.

You're so good at lying, it could be your degree. Then you could minor in messing with me.

I loved you once; you loved me not. I loved you twice, but then I thought, "You never loved me, you never will, but even so, I love you still."

my old man always swore that hell would have no flame, just a front row seat to watch your true love pack his things and drive away.

I could tell everyone how upset I am, let them listen to my problems, and cry to everyone, but somehow, telling them I'm fine is so much easier than explaining it all. So I'll sing all the songs on the radio, dance in my underwear, blow a bubble or two with my gum, and never show them how much he hurt me.

Admit it, you only want me when you can't have her.

Love is not a "maybe" thing. You know when you love someone.

Well, it's been almost a year since I finally realized it was over and that love wasn't good enough.

I don't want you to wake up and realize that you want someone better. I want to be it for you 'cause you're the one for me.

I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast because every time I fall in love it never seems to last.

Hello, Stranger. Do you remember how much we loved each other?

I want someone to care so much, even though I say I don't. I push people away who start to love me because I know that if they stopped loving me, it would kill me.

i dON`T THiNK i`LL EVER lOOK AT ANOTHER
SUNSET WiTHOUT THiNKiNG OF YOU.
i`LL LOVE YOU MY WHOlE liFE.

& ONLY THE THOUGHT OF SEEiNG YOU
COUlD MAkE ME jUMP OUT OF BED AT
5:30 SO i CAN GET READY TO GO TO SCHOOl.

TRUE lOVE NEVER FADES
iT`S jUST BlURRED bY
OTHER EMOTiONS.

HE SAiD HE WOUlD STAY ON THE PHONE
UNTil i STOPPED TALKiNG & FEll ASlEEP.
WHEN i WOKE UP, i HEARD HiM SAY,
"GOOD MORNiNG, DiD YOU kNOW THAT
YOU HAVE DEEP CONVERSATiONS iN
YOUR SlEEP? & iN CASE YOU diDNT kNOW
.. i lOVE YOU TOO" x33

YOU lAUGH AT MY DUMBEST MOMENTS
& PUT UP WiTH MY MOODiEST DAYS,
GO AlONG WiTH MY CRAZiEST idEAS ..
& STiLL MANAGE TO SEE THE BEST iN ME.

i`M NOT PERFECT. i`LL ANNOY YOU,
PiSS YOU OFF, AND SAY STUPiD
THiNGS. bUT PUT THAT ASiDEE
AND YOU`ll SEE THAT YOU WilL
NEVER FiND A GiRL WHO CARES
fOR YOU MORE THAN i dO.

& SHE`S SCARED .. bECAUSE SHE`S STARTiNG TO REAliZE
THAT HE MEANS A liTTlE MORE TO HER THAN SHE THOUGHT.

ONEGlANCE.ONESMilE.ONEWORD
[ THAT`S All iT TOOK ]

i WANT A GUY THAT i CAN GO UP TO
WiTH MASCARA RUNNiNG dOWN MY CHEEKS
AND THE FiRST THiNG HE SAYS iS
"WHO`S ASS AM i KiCKiNG?"

YOUR VOiCE WAS THE SOUNDTRACK OF MY
SUMMER, dO YOU kNOW YOU`RE UNLikE
ANY OTHER? YOUR EYES ARE THE BRiGHTEST
OF All THE COLORS. i DONT EVER WANT
TO lOVE ANOTHER.

i DON`T THiNK YOU`RE LEAViNG.
i THiNK YOU`RE RUNNiNG.
&& WHAT i CANT FiGURE OUT iS..
ARE YOU RUNNiNG TOWARDS SOMETHiNG YOU WANT?
OR ARE YOU RUNNiNG AWAY FROM SOMETHiNG

tHAT YOU`RE AFRAiD TO WANT.?

i NEVER THOUGHT i WOUlD RiSK THE
CHANCE OF GETTiNG HURT AGAiN
BUT FOR SOME REASON...
WHEN iM WiTH YOU, iT SEEMS WORTH iT.

YOU`RE HER ENTiRE WORLD; kiD `/

&& HE`S THE FiRST kiDD
THAT HAS EVER MADE ME
[ THiS ] CONFUSED ABOUT
XOx .. ANYTHiNG.

UNTiL i MET YOU, i NEVER kNEW iT
WAS POSSiBLE TO SMiLEE FOR
ABSOLUTELY NO REASON.

THERE iS A DiFFERENCE iN WHAT
WE LONG FOR, WHAT WE SETTLE FOR,
AND WHO WE ARE MEANT FOR.

& SHE SlAMMED THE DOOR
AND ClOSED THE WiNDOWS
AND bLASTED THE MUSiC ..
SO NOBODY COUlD HEAR HER
CRY HERSElY TO SlEEP. =/

BROKEN, BRUiSED, FORGOTTEN, & SORE
jUST TO FUCKED UP TO CARE ANYMORE.

ANOTHER POEM. ANOTHER LiNE.
[ a n o t h e r  g i r l ]
PRETENDiNG SHE`S FiNE.

SHE WiLL CHASE YOU AROUND fOR AWHilE.
bUT THERE`S GOiNG TO bE A DAY WHEN
SHE`S GOiNG TO STOP RUNNiNG iN CiRClES
AROUND YOU .. SHE`S GOiNG TO GET OVER
YOU & AT THAT VERY MOMENT .. YOU`RE
GOiNG TO WiSH YOU HAD lET HER CATCH YOU.

WHEN i liSTEN TO MY iPOD,
i TURN iT UP REAllY lOUD
& All OF MY THOUGHTS GO
AWAY fOR A liTTlE WHiLEE.

& SO TONiGHT i PUT iN THE SAD SONGS,
PlUG iN THE HEADPHONES, & CRANK UP
THE VOlUME, jUST SO i CAN DRAiN THE
NiGHT AWAY.

BOYS FRUSTERATE ME. i HATE All THEiR
iNDiRECT MESSAGES. i HATE THE
GAME PlAYiNG. EiTHER YOU liKE ME
OR YOU dON`T. jUST TELL ME SO i..
CAN .. FiNAllY .. GET .. OVER .. YOU.

iM NOT THE kiND OF GiRL WHO RUNS UP
TO YOU WHEN YOU WALk iNTO A ROOM,
OR THE KiND THAT TAlkS TO YOU EVERY
CHANCE i GET. bUT i AM THE kiND OF
GiRL WHO HOlDS iT All iNSiDE AND THEN
REGRETS iT ALL lATER.

& i WANT TO BE THERE fOR YOU
i DO, bUT i CAN`T DO THiS ANYMORE.
i CAN`T kEEP bEiNG YOUR SECOND CHOiCE.
NOT WHEN YOU`RE MY FiRST

SHE`S COVERED HER WATER-dROWNED EYES
WiTH HER PAPARAZZi SUNGlASSES.
SHE`S HEARTBROKEN fROM All HiS LiES
bUT DOESN`T lET HER EMOTiONS SHOW
BECAUSE SHE`S TOO GlAMOUROUS
SHE`D NEVER lET lOVE TAKE HER THAT lOW.

i ONlY HAVE TWO WORDS fOR YOU. - i`M DONE.
AFTER EVERYTHiNG i`VE DONE FOR YOU ; EVERY CHANCE
THAT i GAVE YOU AND YET YOU STill BREAK MY HEART.
bUT iT`S OVER NOW. FiNAllY i`VE REAliZED THAT i DON`T
dESERVE THiS AND HONESTlY, YOU dONT DESERVE ME.
YEAH, i STill LOVE YOU & i PROBABlY Will FOR A lONG TiME.
bUT i CAN`T STAY HERE ANYMORE. iT HURTS TOO MUCH.
i GUESS THiS iS MOViNG ON.

THAT GiRL. SHE HAS TEARS iN HER SMiLE.

SOMETiMES, ME THiNK, WHAT iS A bEST FRiEND?
AND THEN ME SAY, bEST FRiEND iS SOMEONE
TO SHARE THE lAST COOkiE WiTH.
- COOkiE MONSTER

BEEN [THERE] && [ROCKKED] THAT
jUST [CRANK] UP THE [VOlUME] &
WE CAN [SiNG] liKE [SUPERSTARS]
&& [DANCE] liKE WE`RE [FAMOUS]
WiTH [RiPPED] jEANS, [POPPED]
COLLARS, & [HUGE] SUNGLASSES.
THATS.HOW.WE.ROLL

lET`S MARRY RiCH MEN
LiVE NEXT DOOR TO
EACH OTHER [&&]
GO SHOPPiNG EVERYDAY
[&&] HAVE LATTES iN
EXPENSiiVE CAFES ..
lETS bE bEST FRiENDS
[[ FOREVERR ]]

WE`VE SKiPPED MORE CLASSES THAN WE`VE ATTENDED,
DONE MORE DRUGS THAN WE SHOULD HAVE,
& STOLEN MORE THiNGS THEN YOU CAN iMAGiNE.
BUT YOU`RE MY PARTNER iN CRiME.
THAT`S WHAT bEST FRiENDS ARE FOR.

<3WE`RE NOT MEAN ; jUST HONEST.
iF YOU THiNK WE DON`T liKE YOU..
CHANCES ARE WE DON`T.
WHEN WE lAUGH, WE lAUGH HARD.
& WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT US,
WE SAY, "BiTCH SAY iT LOUDER."

Was it untrue what we promised each other?

Maybe she sees forgiveness in the sunrise,
& maybe she sees hope in the moonlight,
& maybe she sees love in other boy's beds,
because everyone knows no one
has ever stayed by her side </3

Death is the hardest part of life.
Not for those who have passed,
but for those who are left behind.
They are forced to grasp the concept of
leaving this earth to another atmosphere that
we call heaven, but they call home.

her + how was your day?
him + i was sad today.
her + awww why were you sad?
him + because you didn't talk to me at all today and i thought you were mad at me. and i never want that

come here
please hold my hand for now
help me
i'm scared
please show me how to fight this

in time, things rearrange
i am so sick of chasing you

him -- i'll call you in a little bit, okay?
her -- aw. okay.
him -- heyy. i love you. remember that. i always will. <3

he still calls her "baby"
not just because she loves hearing him say it
but also because he can't see himself
honestly calling anyone other than her his baby

is it too much to ask for the things to work out this time? i'm only asking for what is mine. i wanted everything - i got it and now i'm gonna throw it away.

but dreams
theyre overrated
says the girl
who gave up yesterday

dear diary,
remind me to never judge how
well i know a person, cus the 1
person I thought I knew best,
-i don't even know anymore-

She would cry herself to sleep. and nobody would know. She would watch all the pathetic people callling themselves upset, telling the world their problems. And she would be disgusted. For they had no clue how horrible things could be. She believed keeping things to yourself was the only cure for problems. These fools only wanted attention. People idolized her for her happiness. They asked how she did it, how life was so perfact for her. She would never answer. She would turn around and whisper, its harder than they think...

I think what I need,
More than anything else in the world.
Is to be told.
Just once.
That a friend doesn't know,
What to do without me.

I won't talk, I won't breathe, I
won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me. You
might think, I don't look but
deep inside in the corner of my
mind. I'm attached to you.

i like when goodbyes
are only temporary

are we going to be friends forever?" asked piglet.
"even longer" said pooh
-* Winnie the Pooh

i bet you never imagined that one day,
you`d look around & i just wouldn`t be there
if ever there is a tomorrow when we`re not together,
there`s something you must always remember
you`re bravier than you believe,
stronger than you seem & smarter than you think
but the most important thing is that
even if we`re apart .. i`ll always be with you

i've cried and begged and cursed and prayed
but nothing's worked, nothing's changed

good morning, dearly beloved
we are gathered here today
to watch two people we know make a big mistake
they'll stand up at the alter
and solemnly swear "i do"
they'll be together forever
'til they find somebody new

now only heaven knows
how i really feel inside
i try my best not to let it show
but late at night, in my room
i think of you and start to cry
my love is gone
my heart is in pain
my ears won`t hear
my voice slowed down
I need him to come back . . .

Maybe its you
 maybe its me
I can`t hold on long.
I need you . .
- - » here with me<3

My head is resting on your chest
and all I can hear is your heart beating
your eyes are shut and mine won't close
I can't sleep knowing I'd miss you

remember when we first met?
we laughed and smiled together.
it was a perfect moment
and we didnt even know each other..

shes standing on the line
between giving up
and seeing how much more
she can take

You stand by me & you believe in me like nobody
ever has. When my world goes crazy, you're right there
to save me. You make me see how much I really have...

Young Noah: Get in the water.
Young Allie: No! I'm scared.
Young Noah: [yelling] Get in the water, woman! Get in the water!
Young Allie: [looks at him, puzzled]
Young Noah: [calmly] No I'm sorry baby, please just get in.
Young Allie: [hesitates]
Young Noah: [once his friends start yelling again] GET IN THE WATER!

Young Noah: My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you. Noah

Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing.

my theory is that if i kept my distance maybe
you would see what you were missing

It's weird how you say that you
hate the boy who broke your heart
but when he runs back to you, your
arms are w i d e o p e n..

there are 3 things in life that should never be broken;
p r o m i s e s ; f r i e n d s h i p s ; && h e a r t s.

there is ['. a l w a y s .'] gonna be that
-x- o.n.e p e r s o n -x- you wish you
could be with 'even after [[ knowing ]]
that person xX doesn`t Xx want to be
[' -x- [[ xX w i t h y o u Xx ]] -x- .]

happiness is the secret to all
beauty... there is no beauty that
is attractive without happiness .
-- CHRISTIAN DIOR *

you said you would always be there for me *
but i guess we had different definitions of always.

when you have a smile on your
face & a twinkle in your eye
only your true best friends know
your about to break down and cry

0NE 0F THE T0UGHEST PARTS
0F LiFE iS DECiDiNG WHEN T0
GiVE UP 0R TRY HARDER ..*`

it hurts the most when you never gave up on him && still haven't stopped thinking of him && never stopped loving him, no matter what. but he gave up on you, stopping thinking about you and now he loves someone new

to every girl who gossiped about me in corners of parties, to those who were my slap in the face, to the close minded or misunderstanding, to those boys that broke my heart, and to those friends who turned out to be back stabbers. you all challenged me to become the person i wanted to be. i am stronger because of all the stupid things you put me through. no matter how much you have done to me, you have unknowingly done so much more for me. so, thanks

at some point you learn to accept the fact
that the people you wish wouldn't change,
do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
if you let them, pictures never replace being
there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
so crazy people think your high && live for
the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry
about change *

Don't let anyone ever promise you that
they will never hurt you because at one
time or another, it will happen. The real
promise is if the time you spend together
will be worth all the pain in the end.

We used to be able to talk about everything, but now it's impossible to even start a decent conversation with you. You can't deny it, things have changed. We've grown apart, and you have to face the fact that I will no longer be there every single time you need me, just like you're not there every single time I need you. The truth is what it is, and that is I do not have anymore respect for you as an individual now. You are just another face in the crowd..

I know I won't sleep tonight. I know I will just lay there motionless listening to my ipod leting the songs playing so loudly in my ear speak the words I could never say. But if you like come and join me. Lay by my side as tears stream down my face. People say i'm a beautiful girl but what they don't know is that inside I am worn and torn my heart aches. I can't keep you out of my head but I don't want you to be there anymore. I can't take this "us" anymore but I can't stand the me and you either. What am I supposed to do tell you exactly how I feel and then break your heart? I don't think so. So, tonight I will let those songs spill my heart out for me.

tonight im wearing my best smile
and hope to make me worth your
while, ill be the best mistake you'll
ever make. from the lack of sleep and the bloodshot eyes to the
nervous kiss and the butterflies,

Look between the lines,
 read between the words
because the most important
things are left unsaid & unheard.

nothings certain in life,
i've learned that now.
people you love and care about
won't always be around,
and those who are next to
you through thick and thin
suddenly disappear

i'm the girl, the one who always loses.
The one with the fake smile
& the girl who seems to be
so strong but continues to break.
The one who holds back tears until
she's off the phone.
That girl that is in love
with a guy who doesn't care.

Dear Lord,
Hear my plea
I know I am not worthy
I love you
You are first in my heart
But I am in pain
This world is just too much
I am trying to be ok
But no one helps
I am coming to you
Dear Lord
Please accept me
As no one else has

I wanted to run away today, run away to nowhere. With no one. I wanted to be so small, so utterly forgettable. Just hide and fade into nothing. i wanted to become nothing. Be nothing. I wanted to , just walk away,walk endlessly by myself to anywhere. Somewhere. No where. Forever. I wanted to hide, in a dark shell, a dark broken shell, a two way mirrored shell. Alone.Quiet. I wanted to scream. And be alone. But i stop. And i stayed. i didnt run, i didnt hide, i didnt break. I stayed here, because i wanted to see you. because i didnt want to give up. Because its not over yet. because its not okay yet. and everything is okay in the end. Its not the end yet. Its not. I am staying here. I will not run away.

i'm looking through you..where did you go?
i thought knew you..what did I know?
you don't look different, but you've changed
i'm looking through you..you're not the same.
your lips are moving..but I cannot hear.
your voice is soothing but the words aren't clear.
you don't sound different..i've learned the game
i'm looking through you..you're not the same.
why..tell me why did you not treat me right?
love has a nasty habit of disappearing over night.

Forever isn't long enough to get over
giving so much up to someone
who just threw it all away.

Sometimes we take for granted the people in our lives that mean so much & when we finally realize that, it can be too late. Take advantage of every minute you have, hold onto & cherish every second. Have no regrets & never forget those that made you who you are.

You're fooling everyone.
Everyone but me. I know you.

People are always talking about how hard
it is to find a good man , but nowadays it's hard
to even find a good person. It's so hard to just
even find a person to talk to, someone who will
just listen and not judge, someone
who will just take you as you are

I think everyone has a certain part of their life where
they truly wish they could freeze time. Whether it
was three years ago, today, or still to come, whether it
was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer.
Everyone has a time in their life where they wish
everything would just stop. The world would stop turning
and people would stop changing. Because to them,
at that time, everything was perfect.

Another glass of whiskey
But it still don't kill the pain
I don't wanna spend my life jaded
Waitin to wake up one day & find
That I let all these years go by wasted

How can you ask for me to stay,
when all you ever do is go?

You know that feeling when everything seems so perfect one moment & so fucked up another? You know that feeling when you think everything's going to be alright because just maybe fate will be on your side, but instead it just screws up the very next? I gave up my entire life, just hoping you'd realize how much I love you, but I guess perfect moments don't last very long & nothing's going to be alright because fate will never be on my fucking side.

I didn't like how he never opened up to me, how he was so quiet. How his problems were always solved by a jog. How he always ran away from everything that meant something to him. But, I mean I guess I have to respect that; respect it all, yeah that's what I have to do. I mean that's part of his personality, part of him. That's who he is & I can't change him. I know that now, I know he's not someone I can define. He's not someone I can alter or make mine. He's someone who was born unique & beautiful. He's a part of this world & just cause he ran away from me, from us. It dosen't mean that everything's over. It just dosen't, I mean I know underneath it all he still cares. I know by how he acts that this isn't goodbye forever, I know there's more. So I'll let him run, why? Cause I love him, cause he's someone that I can respect. He's someone that holds my heart, that's why.

I hate to admit it
but i honestly don't think I'll find
anyone quite like you. I can be anything
with you. Dirty, sweet, innocent, funny,
smart. & you let me. No one else does that.I quit. I'm over you. I fell so hard. I was always
there when you needed to talk to someone. Yeah,
basically I'm tired of being just a friend or chasing you.
If you want me, I'm here. but I'm done wasting all
my time on someone who doesn't care.

My heart belongs to good times & positive people, not some boy that'll probably break it anyway. I don't need to meet anymore selfish, fake, or ignorant people or anybody constantly trying to fall in love.

You know life is worth the struggle,
when you look back at what you lost
and realize that what you have now,
is so much better.

One day you'll cry for me like I cried for you

Lets just take our time;
there's nothing else for us to do.
What better way to spend the night
than wasting it with you?

She's completely
Unexplainable
You think she's
One good girl
But when you
Get to know her
She's everything
She's crazy
She's funny
She's honest
& You'll never
Know what she
Will do next

nothing compares to the
stomache aches you
get from laughing too hard
with your best friends.

we're not perfect. we laugh
way too hard, we are way too
loud and we make complete
fools of ourselves but doing
it together is what makes us
b e s t f r i e n d s . < 3

my day ;
cold shower; no hairspray;
walking to school; yawning all day.
my reason ;
those random kisses from you
in the hall way

out of our minds, crazy
ass times. not only my best
friend, but my partner in crime

it doesn't matter how long you've known him,
but if he's had you smiling since you met him..
you can't let him go.

Don't count on Forever.
Apparently it got married,
had kids and died happy.

now you decide to push me away?
don`t bother..i`ll walk..
you just lost me forever

Her mirror's [ c r a c k e d ]
Her make-up's [ s m e a r e d ]
All her hope is [ t r a s h e d ]
So with one last [ b r e a t h ]
She uttered the words,
'I knew we'd never last'

I tried to read between the lines ;; I tried to look in your eyes.
I want a simple explanation for what I'm feeling inside.

"You spend all your time preaching about
waiting for love. Well here it is. Right in front
of you, and you're going to turn your back
on it. So I guess we're just fucked. I'll move
on. But you are going to have to live the rest
of your life knowing that you've turned your
back on love. And that makes you a hypocrite.
Have a nice life."

You're the closest thing to perfection,
and that's why I don't want you.

It sounds dumb and obnoxious,
But it was just one of those dumb things
That best friends find to be so funny.

& I`m the type of girl who would
Wear his sweatshirt just because
It smelled like him

Doesn`t it feel so awkward
seeing him in the hallway &
pretending you don`t see him?

We picked up things from each other.
Random phrases & stupid habits.
You have to admit that we've changed each other.

When you've laughed
as much as you breathed
You've realized
how much life is beautiful

&& She smashed her rear view mirror

Cause today, she wasn't looking back.

So tell me the color of the sky up above.
Paint me a picture of the things that
make you smile. Show me your fears
and what you're dreaming of..

Music speaks what cannot be expressed,
soothes the mind and gives it rest,
heals the heart and makes it whole,
flows from heaven to the soul.

Live life to the fullest.
Shout loud,
Scream what you mean.
Apologize when you should,
Forgive quickly
& love deeply.
Live every minute you possibly can;
there's plenty of time to be dead.

I realize now that it's over.
That there's no point.
That there's no chance.
I know all this and yet, I still have hope that you'll come back to me. It's that hope that is slowly killing me <|3

day and night i long for you
to be here by my side
until then i will wait for you
to come aboard this emotional ride
the same ride that i am on
because you are not mine and then you`d finally realize
that you and me would look so fine
or would you stay off to the side leaving me alone to cry
all the tears that i keep makes me feel like i could die

Don't tell me you love me, I've fallen for that one too many times.

Let them talk about us. They just wish they were this cool.

You're so good at lying, it could be your degree. Then you could minor in messing with me.

I loved you once; you loved me not. I loved you twice, but then I thought, "You never loved me, you never will, but even so, I love you still."

my old man always swore that hell would have no flame, just a front row seat to watch your true love pack his things and drive away.

I could tell everyone how upset I am, let them listen to my problems, and cry to everyone, but somehow, telling them I'm fine is so much easier than explaining it all. So I'll sing all the songs on the radio, dance in my underwear, blow a bubble or two with my gum, and never show them how much he hurt me.

Admit it, you only want me when you can't have her.

Love is not a "maybe" thing. You know when you love someone.

Well, it's been almost a year since I finally realized it was over and that love wasn't good enough.

I don't want you to wake up and realize that you want someone better. I want to be it for you 'cause you're the one for me.

I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast because every time I fall in love it never seems to last.

Hello, Stranger. Do you remember how much we loved each other?

I want someone to care so much, even though I say I don't. I push people away who start to love me because I know that if they stopped loving me, it would kill me.

i dON`T THiNK i`LL EVER lOOK AT ANOTHER
SUNSET WiTHOUT THiNKiNG OF YOU.
i`LL LOVE YOU MY WHOlE liFE.

& ONLY THE THOUGHT OF SEEiNG YOU
COUlD MAkE ME jUMP OUT OF BED AT
5:30 SO i CAN GET READY TO GO TO SCHOOl.

TRUE lOVE NEVER FADES
iT`S jUST BlURRED bY
OTHER EMOTiONS.

HE SAiD HE WOUlD STAY ON THE PHONE
UNTil i STOPPED TALKiNG & FEll ASlEEP.
WHEN i WOKE UP, i HEARD HiM SAY,
"GOOD MORNiNG, DiD YOU kNOW THAT
YOU HAVE DEEP CONVERSATiONS iN
YOUR SlEEP? & iN CASE YOU diDNT kNOW
.. i lOVE YOU TOO" x33

YOU lAUGH AT MY DUMBEST MOMENTS
& PUT UP WiTH MY MOODiEST DAYS,
GO AlONG WiTH MY CRAZiEST idEAS ..
& STiLL MANAGE TO SEE THE BEST iN ME.

i`M NOT PERFECT. i`LL ANNOY YOU,
PiSS YOU OFF, AND SAY STUPiD
THiNGS. bUT PUT THAT ASiDEE
AND YOU`ll SEE THAT YOU WilL
NEVER FiND A GiRL WHO CARES
fOR YOU MORE THAN i dO.

& SHE`S SCARED .. bECAUSE SHE`S STARTiNG TO REAliZE
THAT HE MEANS A liTTlE MORE TO HER THAN SHE THOUGHT.

ONEGlANCE.ONESMilE.ONEWORD
[ THAT`S All iT TOOK ]

i WANT A GUY THAT i CAN GO UP TO
WiTH MASCARA RUNNiNG dOWN MY CHEEKS
AND THE FiRST THiNG HE SAYS iS
"WHO`S ASS AM i KiCKiNG?"

YOUR VOiCE WAS THE SOUNDTRACK OF MY
SUMMER, dO YOU kNOW YOU`RE UNLikE
ANY OTHER? YOUR EYES ARE THE BRiGHTEST
OF All THE COLORS. i DONT EVER WANT
TO lOVE ANOTHER.

i DON`T THiNK YOU`RE LEAViNG.
i THiNK YOU`RE RUNNiNG.
&& WHAT i CANT FiGURE OUT iS..
ARE YOU RUNNiNG TOWARDS SOMETHiNG YOU WANT?
OR ARE YOU RUNNiNG AWAY FROM SOMETHiNG

tHAT YOU`RE AFRAiD TO WANT.?

i NEVER THOUGHT i WOUlD RiSK THE
CHANCE OF GETTiNG HURT AGAiN
BUT FOR SOME REASON...
WHEN iM WiTH YOU, iT SEEMS WORTH iT.

YOU`RE HER ENTiRE WORLD; kiD `/

&& HE`S THE FiRST kiDD
THAT HAS EVER MADE ME
[ THiS ] CONFUSED ABOUT
XOx .. ANYTHiNG.

UNTiL i MET YOU, i NEVER kNEW iT
WAS POSSiBLE TO SMiLEE FOR
ABSOLUTELY NO REASON.

THERE iS A DiFFERENCE iN WHAT
WE LONG FOR, WHAT WE SETTLE FOR,
AND WHO WE ARE MEANT FOR.

& SHE SlAMMED THE DOOR
AND ClOSED THE WiNDOWS
AND bLASTED THE MUSiC ..
SO NOBODY COUlD HEAR HER
CRY HERSElY TO SlEEP. =/

BROKEN, BRUiSED, FORGOTTEN, & SORE
jUST TO FUCKED UP TO CARE ANYMORE.

ANOTHER POEM. ANOTHER LiNE.
[ a n o t h e r  g i r l ]
PRETENDiNG SHE`S FiNE.

SHE WiLL CHASE YOU AROUND fOR AWHilE.
bUT THERE`S GOiNG TO bE A DAY WHEN
SHE`S GOiNG TO STOP RUNNiNG iN CiRClES
AROUND YOU .. SHE`S GOiNG TO GET OVER
YOU & AT THAT VERY MOMENT .. YOU`RE
GOiNG TO WiSH YOU HAD lET HER CATCH YOU.

WHEN i liSTEN TO MY iPOD,
i TURN iT UP REAllY lOUD
& All OF MY THOUGHTS GO
AWAY fOR A liTTlE WHiLEE.

& SO TONiGHT i PUT iN THE SAD SONGS,
PlUG iN THE HEADPHONES, & CRANK UP
THE VOlUME, jUST SO i CAN DRAiN THE
NiGHT AWAY.

BOYS FRUSTERATE ME. i HATE All THEiR
iNDiRECT MESSAGES. i HATE THE
GAME PlAYiNG. EiTHER YOU liKE ME
OR YOU dON`T. jUST TELL ME SO i..
CAN .. FiNAllY .. GET .. OVER .. YOU.

iM NOT THE kiND OF GiRL WHO RUNS UP
TO YOU WHEN YOU WALk iNTO A ROOM,
OR THE KiND THAT TAlkS TO YOU EVERY
CHANCE i GET. bUT i AM THE kiND OF
GiRL WHO HOlDS iT All iNSiDE AND THEN
REGRETS iT ALL lATER.

& i WANT TO BE THERE fOR YOU
i DO, bUT i CAN`T DO THiS ANYMORE.
i CAN`T kEEP bEiNG YOUR SECOND CHOiCE.
NOT WHEN YOU`RE MY FiRST

SHE`S COVERED HER WATER-dROWNED EYES
WiTH HER PAPARAZZi SUNGlASSES.
SHE`S HEARTBROKEN fROM All HiS LiES
bUT DOESN`T lET HER EMOTiONS SHOW
BECAUSE SHE`S TOO GlAMOUROUS
SHE`D NEVER lET lOVE TAKE HER THAT lOW.

i ONlY HAVE TWO WORDS fOR YOU. - i`M DONE.
AFTER EVERYTHiNG i`VE DONE FOR YOU ; EVERY CHANCE
THAT i GAVE YOU AND YET YOU STill BREAK MY HEART.
bUT iT`S OVER NOW. FiNAllY i`VE REAliZED THAT i DON`T
dESERVE THiS AND HONESTlY, YOU dONT DESERVE ME.
YEAH, i STill LOVE YOU & i PROBABlY Will FOR A lONG TiME.
bUT i CAN`T STAY HERE ANYMORE. iT HURTS TOO MUCH.
i GUESS THiS iS MOViNG ON.

THAT GiRL. SHE HAS TEARS iN HER SMiLE.

SOMETiMES, ME THiNK, WHAT iS A bEST FRiEND?
AND THEN ME SAY, bEST FRiEND iS SOMEONE
TO SHARE THE lAST COOkiE WiTH.
- COOkiE MONSTER

BEEN [THERE] && [ROCKKED] THAT
jUST [CRANK] UP THE [VOlUME] &
WE CAN [SiNG] liKE [SUPERSTARS]
&& [DANCE] liKE WE`RE [FAMOUS]
WiTH [RiPPED] jEANS, [POPPED]
COLLARS, & [HUGE] SUNGLASSES.
THATS.HOW.WE.ROLL

lET`S MARRY RiCH MEN
LiVE NEXT DOOR TO
EACH OTHER [&&]
GO SHOPPiNG EVERYDAY
[&&] HAVE LATTES iN
EXPENSiiVE CAFES ..
lETS bE bEST FRiENDS
[[ FOREVERR ]]

WE`VE SKiPPED MORE CLASSES THAN WE`VE ATTENDED,
DONE MORE DRUGS THAN WE SHOULD HAVE,
& STOLEN MORE THiNGS THEN YOU CAN iMAGiNE.
BUT YOU`RE MY PARTNER iN CRiME.
THAT`S WHAT bEST FRiENDS ARE FOR.

<3WE`RE NOT MEAN ; jUST HONEST.
iF YOU THiNK WE DON`T liKE YOU..
CHANCES ARE WE DON`T.
WHEN WE lAUGH, WE lAUGH HARD.
& WHEN YOU TALK ABOUT US,
WE SAY, "BiTCH SAY iT LOUDER."

Was it untrue what we promised each other?

Maybe she sees forgiveness in the sunrise,
& maybe she sees hope in the moonlight,
& maybe she sees love in other boy's beds,
because everyone knows no one
has ever stayed by her side </3

Death is the hardest part of life.
Not for those who have passed,
but for those who are left behind.
They are forced to grasp the concept of
leaving this earth to another atmosphere that
we call heaven, but they call home.

her + how was your day?
him + i was sad today.
her + awww why were you sad?
him + because you didn't talk to me at all today and i thought you were mad at me. and i never want that

come here
please hold my hand for now
help me
i'm scared
please show me how to fight this

in time, things rearrange
i am so sick of chasing you

him -- i'll call you in a little bit, okay?
her -- aw. okay.
him -- heyy. i love you. remember that. i always will. <3

he still calls her "baby"
not just because she loves hearing him say it
but also because he can't see himself
honestly calling anyone other than her his baby

is it too much to ask for the things to work out this time? i'm only asking for what is mine. i wanted everything - i got it and now i'm gonna throw it away.

but dreams
theyre overrated
says the girl
who gave up yesterday

dear diary,
remind me to never judge how
well i know a person, cus the 1
person I thought I knew best,
-i don't even know anymore-

She would cry herself to sleep. and nobody would know. She would watch all the pathetic people callling themselves upset, telling the world their problems. And she would be disgusted. For they had no clue how horrible things could be. She believed keeping things to yourself was the only cure for problems. These fools only wanted attention. People idolized her for her happiness. They asked how she did it, how life was so perfact for her. She would never answer. She would turn around and whisper, its harder than they think...

I think what I need,
More than anything else in the world.
Is to be told.
Just once.
That a friend doesn't know,
What to do without me.

I won't talk, I won't breathe, I
won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me. You
might think, I don't look but
deep inside in the corner of my
mind. I'm attached to you.

i like when goodbyes
are only temporary

are we going to be friends forever?" asked piglet.
"even longer" said pooh
-* Winnie the Pooh

i bet you never imagined that one day,
you`d look around & i just wouldn`t be there
if ever there is a tomorrow when we`re not together,
there`s something you must always remember
you`re bravier than you believe,
stronger than you seem & smarter than you think
but the most important thing is that
even if we`re apart .. i`ll always be with you

i've cried and begged and cursed and prayed
but nothing's worked, nothing's changed

good morning, dearly beloved
we are gathered here today
to watch two people we know make a big mistake
they'll stand up at the alter
and solemnly swear "i do"
they'll be together forever
'til they find somebody new

now only heaven knows
how i really feel inside
i try my best not to let it show
but late at night, in my room
i think of you and start to cry
my love is gone
my heart is in pain
my ears won`t hear
my voice slowed down
I need him to come back . . .

Maybe its you
 maybe its me
I can`t hold on long.
I need you . .
- - » here with me<3

My head is resting on your chest
and all I can hear is your heart beating
your eyes are shut and mine won't close
I can't sleep knowing I'd miss you

remember when we first met?
we laughed and smiled together.
it was a perfect moment
and we didnt even know each other..